right there where she threw a dart,
i felt it pierce through my heart.
nothing seems to please her anymore,
i dont know what im trying for.

i wish i could talk about it,
wouldnt matter even if i did.
miles apart just make it worse,
but maybe thats where it started first.

so theres my birthday wish,
i wish youll find your happiness.

-

just when you look to it for comfort,
you find yourself tied in a knot.
when they give you their cold looks,
you just must turn back to your books.

no one knows the hurt she's caused,
you feel like youve just been tossed.
you think that you arent alone,
then you listen to her tone.

you look around for arms of care,
but then you see that its not there.


-Joycelyn.